January
First off ,
Let's all welcome January 2015 !
I was going to blog next week but seeing what had happened over the past 2 weeks , I decided to blog today .
Firstly , I got my first follower on twitter a few minutes after the clock strike twelve midnight :3 thesaem followed me ! IF anyone doesn't know who tf thesaem is , its a cosmetic brand shinee is currently endorsing ( I will miss seeing their standees outside etude house whenever I walk past )
Didn't do much for the first day of 2015 except for dreading school ;n ;
School life has changed alot for me this year because its just me and my two other friends - Dini & Benazir because the other 4 went to ITE /silent sobs Anyways , there's only three of us left in another year of school ; preparing for our O'levels and going to a poly course of our choice . It kinda feels weird without having the rest with us orz I miss them guys :<
SO , one of the guy in class found my instagram account thanks to benazir >.> the guy even told me that he was laughing while browsing through and I'm like " whut ? why would you laugh at food ? " he needs to see a doctor :x I private my account after that and nothing interesting happened for the next few days until 11th January 2015 when I had the best dream but also the worse day ...
The dream was about my friend and I in a room with a few strangers ( mostly girls ) sitting on a couch talking about what not. As the dream went on , I turned around and saw jonghyun standing behind the couch looking around so I held onto his wrist ; gently tugging it signaling for him to sit down . When he sat down beside me , I turned to my friend's side and scream internally . After calming down , I turned to face the front and felt something touch the back of my hand , turns out it was jonghyun interlocking his fingers with mine e u e /screams/ I wanted to capture the moment but my phone camera didn't want to work with me. After awhile of trying , I heard a soft chuckle from jonghyun's side and thats when I realized that he laughing at me T^T thats when I also realized that it was all just a dream :(( /cries a han river/
The 11th day turned out to be the worse tbh even though I had that dream .
Here's how the story goes :
I used to have a shawol / shinee world whatsapp group but it was inactive half the time so I thought the right thing was to delete the group right ? Which I did . But then , I was so bloody wrong . On that day , I was looking for a image of me streaming taemin's danger music video ; I searched my username and after scrolling through tweets , I was greeted with this :
This girl @pinktaemin used to be in the fandom whatsapp group mentioned above with a few other shawols . I only managed to see this when I was searching for the photo I needed. Even though she blocked me on twitter :
I still managed to see her tweets about me . When I first saw it , I was brought down by her comments ( if your goal was to see me down , congrats ) so I went to talk with a few of my friends from the new shawol whatsapp group I made , my twitter friend and also my irl friends . Here's what they have to say :
First three photos are from the new shawol whatsapp group :
Fourth photo is the convo I had with my irl friend :
Fifth to the last photo is part of a convo I had with my twitter friend :
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After talking to them , I managed to bring myself up again . Yesterday , I was talking to a former shawol in my previous whatsapp group . I asked her to find out for me whats wrong with pinktaemin . she managed to find out whats wrong with her . turns out , she was mad / pissed off at me for removing her from the whatsapp group. But then again , I removed everyone and deleted the group to make a new one .. The former shawol friend of mine told her that I removed everyone from the whatsapp group and that I could not explain to her because pinktaemin blocked me on twitter. She even accused me of unfollowing her =.= hello ? how am I supposed to follow you on twitter if you blocked me ? And the funny thing is today , the shawol friend of mine told me that pinktaemin isn't going to care about me anymore ( probably because of what she told her yesterday ) and that I blocked pinktaemin back ! hello ? you blocked me first and you're still telling people I blocked you ? however , even though she said that she's doesn't care about me anymore pinktaemin still managed to track down / find my new username ( I didn't even put it up on this blog yet ) stalker much ?
I talked to my shawol and irl friends again and here's what they have to say :
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Short note for pinktaemin :
Hello :3 If you ever see this blog post of mine , remember to let me know by commenting down below in the comment box so that I know ! I can't do anything if you hate me so I'll just let you hate on me but just so you know , you're only wasting your time on me because you have more stuffs to do than hate on others :> and also , it doesn't affect me anymore now :-) so I suggest you spend your time revising for your upcoming N'Levels (?) Seems like you and 2 others are feeling sour about being removed from the group . I admit that it was my fault for not telling all of you beforehand that I'm going to delete the group and remove everyone but I also want to let you know that you're not the only one who was removed from the whatsapp group . Everyone else was removed and the group was deleted in the end ~
Cheers !
satan
p.s if you have no evidence that I scammed anymore , please do not spread around because it makes you look dumb and also it makes you look like a attention seeker >.> good luck for you n'levels though !
Few days after that conflict , the school made us stay back for the O'Levels result day. Saw ex-schoolmates and seniors go up on stage for different awards , makes me wanna work hard for this year and then next year , hear the principal call my name during the release of O'level results to go up on stage to receive my results. [ Time to start working hard ]
Classmates are forever mean and bitchy -.- they like to comment on pretty much everything. Take this for an example :
I was going back to class after lunch and as soon as I stepped into the classroom , one of the girl shouted " eh your hair colour very bright leh " I just ignored her because well yeah my hair colour IS really bright . But seriously though , what has my hair colour got to do with you ...? you also won't give me money to dye my hair black right ? So why you so busybody one ... ? haizz .
For the next few weeks after that , my weekdays are forever packed with extra lessons , CCAs and what not . I'm only free on monday that why I always look forward to mondays .... I do my homework during recess period / lunch period or even during the 10 minute break after every lesson so that I can go back home to do household chores ;-; thats probably why I still managed to pass up my assignments on time ._.
I guess thats all for now , I'll write up another blog post if necessary :-)
Ending off this post with :
xoxo ,
satan
Gentle reminder XD :
D-24 to Chinese New Year Eve
D-25 to Chinese New Year Day 1
Didn't do much for the first day of 2015 except for dreading school ;n ;
School life has changed alot for me this year because its just me and my two other friends - Dini & Benazir because the other 4 went to ITE /silent sobs Anyways , there's only three of us left in another year of school ; preparing for our O'levels and going to a poly course of our choice . It kinda feels weird without having the rest with us orz I miss them guys :<
SO , one of the guy in class found my instagram account thanks to benazir >.> the guy even told me that he was laughing while browsing through and I'm like " whut ? why would you laugh at food ? " he needs to see a doctor :x I private my account after that and nothing interesting happened for the next few days until 11th January 2015 when I had the best dream but also the worse day ...
The dream was about my friend and I in a room with a few strangers ( mostly girls ) sitting on a couch talking about what not. As the dream went on , I turned around and saw jonghyun standing behind the couch looking around so I held onto his wrist ; gently tugging it signaling for him to sit down . When he sat down beside me , I turned to my friend's side and scream internally . After calming down , I turned to face the front and felt something touch the back of my hand , turns out it was jonghyun interlocking his fingers with mine e u e /screams/ I wanted to capture the moment but my phone camera didn't want to work with me. After awhile of trying , I heard a soft chuckle from jonghyun's side and thats when I realized that he laughing at me T^T thats when I also realized that it was all just a dream :(( /cries a han river/
The 11th day turned out to be the worse tbh even though I had that dream .
Here's how the story goes :
I used to have a shawol / shinee world whatsapp group but it was inactive half the time so I thought the right thing was to delete the group right ? Which I did . But then , I was so bloody wrong . On that day , I was looking for a image of me streaming taemin's danger music video ; I searched my username and after scrolling through tweets , I was greeted with this :
I still managed to see her tweets about me . When I first saw it , I was brought down by her comments ( if your goal was to see me down , congrats ) so I went to talk with a few of my friends from the new shawol whatsapp group I made , my twitter friend and also my irl friends . Here's what they have to say :
First three photos are from the new shawol whatsapp group :
Fourth photo is the convo I had with my irl friend :
Fifth to the last photo is part of a convo I had with my twitter friend :
After talking to them , I managed to bring myself up again . Yesterday , I was talking to a former shawol in my previous whatsapp group . I asked her to find out for me whats wrong with pinktaemin . she managed to find out whats wrong with her . turns out , she was mad / pissed off at me for removing her from the whatsapp group. But then again , I removed everyone and deleted the group to make a new one .. The former shawol friend of mine told her that I removed everyone from the whatsapp group and that I could not explain to her because pinktaemin blocked me on twitter. She even accused me of unfollowing her =.= hello ? how am I supposed to follow you on twitter if you blocked me ? And the funny thing is today , the shawol friend of mine told me that pinktaemin isn't going to care about me anymore ( probably because of what she told her yesterday ) and that I blocked pinktaemin back ! hello ? you blocked me first and you're still telling people I blocked you ? however , even though she said that she's doesn't care about me anymore pinktaemin still managed to track down / find my new username ( I didn't even put it up on this blog yet ) stalker much ?
I talked to my shawol and irl friends again and here's what they have to say :
Short note for pinktaemin :
Hello :3 If you ever see this blog post of mine , remember to let me know by commenting down below in the comment box so that I know ! I can't do anything if you hate me so I'll just let you hate on me but just so you know , you're only wasting your time on me because you have more stuffs to do than hate on others :> and also , it doesn't affect me anymore now :-) so I suggest you spend your time revising for your upcoming N'Levels (?) Seems like you and 2 others are feeling sour about being removed from the group . I admit that it was my fault for not telling all of you beforehand that I'm going to delete the group and remove everyone but I also want to let you know that you're not the only one who was removed from the whatsapp group . Everyone else was removed and the group was deleted in the end ~
Cheers !
satan
p.s if you have no evidence that I scammed anymore , please do not spread around because it makes you look dumb and also it makes you look like a attention seeker >.> good luck for you n'levels though !
Few days after that conflict , the school made us stay back for the O'Levels result day. Saw ex-schoolmates and seniors go up on stage for different awards , makes me wanna work hard for this year and then next year , hear the principal call my name during the release of O'level results to go up on stage to receive my results. [ Time to start working hard ]
Classmates are forever mean and bitchy -.- they like to comment on pretty much everything. Take this for an example :
I was going back to class after lunch and as soon as I stepped into the classroom , one of the girl shouted " eh your hair colour very bright leh " I just ignored her because well yeah my hair colour IS really bright . But seriously though , what has my hair colour got to do with you ...? you also won't give me money to dye my hair black right ? So why you so busybody one ... ? haizz .
For the next few weeks after that , my weekdays are forever packed with extra lessons , CCAs and what not . I'm only free on monday that why I always look forward to mondays .... I do my homework during recess period / lunch period or even during the 10 minute break after every lesson so that I can go back home to do household chores ;-; thats probably why I still managed to pass up my assignments on time ._.
I guess thats all for now , I'll write up another blog post if necessary :-)
Ending off this post with :
xoxo ,
satan
Gentle reminder XD :
D-24 to Chinese New Year Eve
D-25 to Chinese New Year Day 1
