Term 2 - Upcoming Wave of Torture.
สวัสดี ครับ/ค่ะ
(Sawasdee Krab/Ka)

It's been 5 days since my last blog entry.
The previous entry was about why I changed to the iPhone 7.
Today's entry is going to be about the upcoming wave of torture.
Today, 1/10/16 marks the second last day of my holidays /cries/
and also the release of my exam results.

Where did my holidays go???
Tbh I was really really nervous about my results especially for that module,
where that lecturer didn't have time to go through the revision.
She gave us tons of revision paper and made us do.
But instead of going through the revision papers, she gave us EVEN more papers to do.

Isn't it more logical for you to go through the papers before giving us MORE papers?
Enough of her... Speaking about her makes my blood boil.
Just praying she isn't going to my module lecturer for the upcoming term
a.k.a
upcoming wave of torture.

oh dear lord, please have mercy on me.
Because of the results, I couldn't fall asleep last night.
I kept tossing and turning in bed to the point where I only got to sleep at 3am.
I woke up at 6:50am and thought it was 8am OTL
And then went back to sleep again, only to wake up at 7:30am...

oh dear brain and body, please go back to sleep
Got back to sleep again and woke up at 8:02am.
Checked my phone only to discover that I didn't get a text about my results yet =_=
So I had to go into the school portal to check my results.
To my surprise, I did well.
I'm not going to reveal my results here because /reasons/
But I'm most surprised at a specific module's results.
The module where the lecturer had time management problems -.-"
I scored very well for that module, something which I didn't expect at all.
Reason being, I didn't really study for the module because I was too distracted with packing my luggage for the Bangkok trip
#guilityascharged

The thing about having the best of both worlds,
it's hard to have a social life and good grades at the same time.
Well.. unless you're smart af then...

/says it in Dee Kosh's voice/
But really... if you're not smart af then you'll have to sacrifice something.
It's either social life or good grades.
For me, I chose to sacrifice my social life.
Not entirely. But, for assignments,
I solely focused on finishing my assignments or at least finish it till a certain part,
before planning to hang out with my friends.
During exam period, I went on semi-hiatus/full hiatus mode on twitter
I only went on twitter during my breaks in between lessons, on my way home in the train and bus.
At home, I studied. Hard.

Yes. It's true.
The procrastination level is beyond acceptable maximum range.
Nobody likes studying but what choices do we have?
Fail the module or finish it once and for all?
All I've got to say is study hard.
The results will definitely be shown at the end of the day.
and also, remember,
you reap what you sow.
Don't expect good results when you don't put it 101% effort.

(Sawasdee Krab/Ka)

It's been 5 days since my last blog entry.
The previous entry was about why I changed to the iPhone 7.
Today's entry is going to be about the upcoming wave of torture.
Today, 1/10/16 marks the second last day of my holidays /cries/
and also the release of my exam results.

Where did my holidays go???
Tbh I was really really nervous about my results especially for that module,
where that lecturer didn't have time to go through the revision.
She gave us tons of revision paper and made us do.
But instead of going through the revision papers, she gave us EVEN more papers to do.

Isn't it more logical for you to go through the papers before giving us MORE papers?
Enough of her... Speaking about her makes my blood boil.
Just praying she isn't going to my module lecturer for the upcoming term
a.k.a
upcoming wave of torture.

oh dear lord, please have mercy on me.
Because of the results, I couldn't fall asleep last night.
I kept tossing and turning in bed to the point where I only got to sleep at 3am.
I woke up at 6:50am and thought it was 8am OTL
And then went back to sleep again, only to wake up at 7:30am...

oh dear brain and body, please go back to sleep
Got back to sleep again and woke up at 8:02am.
Checked my phone only to discover that I didn't get a text about my results yet =_=
So I had to go into the school portal to check my results.
To my surprise, I did well.
I'm not going to reveal my results here because /reasons/
But I'm most surprised at a specific module's results.
The module where the lecturer had time management problems -.-"
I scored very well for that module, something which I didn't expect at all.
Reason being, I didn't really study for the module because I was too distracted with packing my luggage for the Bangkok trip
#guilityascharged

The thing about having the best of both worlds,
it's hard to have a social life and good grades at the same time.
Well.. unless you're smart af then...

/says it in Dee Kosh's voice/
But really... if you're not smart af then you'll have to sacrifice something.
It's either social life or good grades.
For me, I chose to sacrifice my social life.
Not entirely. But, for assignments,
I solely focused on finishing my assignments or at least finish it till a certain part,
before planning to hang out with my friends.
During exam period, I went on semi-hiatus/full hiatus mode on twitter
I only went on twitter during my breaks in between lessons, on my way home in the train and bus.
At home, I studied. Hard.

Yes. It's true.
The procrastination level is beyond acceptable maximum range.
Nobody likes studying but what choices do we have?
Fail the module or finish it once and for all?
All I've got to say is study hard.
The results will definitely be shown at the end of the day.
and also, remember,
you reap what you sow.
Don't expect good results when you don't put it 101% effort.

/inserts awkward silence/
Let's move on to the next topic of this post now...
before it gets even more awkward...
For this September holiday, other than travelling to Bangkok, doing household chores
and hanging out with my bunny minions,
I did something I never thought I would do tbh.
I volunteered to participate in organising a children's day event/funfair/carnival thing for this childcare centre.
The event is happening this coming Thursday and I'm so excited omg.
Everything is going along well~
EXCEPT
This bitch partner of mine keeps on getting me to do stuff for her instead of doing it herself.
I know, being nice and helpful is good but she is really pushing her luck istg.
I'm totally fine with helping her with her tasks once or twice.
If it's not that difficult, thrice is also fine.
But this fucker here lied to the lecturer in charge of the event saying that she couldn't attend the second meetup session because she had something important and urgent to handle.
When I heard what happened, I actually felt bad for her and told her that it's fine and I would help to finish the props and things for our station.

see how angelic I was???
Now, I REGRET everything.
Fyi, the photo booth we are in charged is a photo booth station.
We had to make the backdrop and props etc.
We had a rough idea of how we're going to make the backdrop props during our first meetup.
So for the second meetup, all we had to do was to actually make the backdrop and props.
This fucker said she had something urgent and important to attend to.
Everyone believed her.
Thus, my other bunny minions all chip in to help me make the backdrop
and props for the photo booth. (even though they had their own station to manage)
It took us from 11am all the way to 4pm to finish everything including packing up.
Guess what?
She didn't have anything important or urgent to handle.
she was with her fucking boyfriend the whole time.
this bitch. and to think that I actually believed her and pitied her.

How did I know?
Because I checked snap chat.
I was browsing through snap chat when I reached home and saw her story.
"Oh, how would you know? maybe she hung up with her boyfriend after she settled the thing?"
oh so you're telling me, you would hang out with your boy/girlfriend
even though a family member is sick and hospitalised?????????
And ladies and gentlemen of the social networking world, reading my blog now,
there's something called a time stamp and it's on snap chat as well.
Her snap with her boyfriend was 6/7 hours ago when I checked at home -5+ pm
My bunny minions and I worked from 11am to 4pm - 5hrs
I reached home at 5+pm - 1hr
Total 6+hrs.
So I can safely say that she was already hanging out with her boyfriend from 11am or earlier.
She sent the lecturer and I a text at 10+ am saying she couldn't attend the second meetup.

If you think this is the end,
think again. because there's more.
She was supposed to get the materials needed but she didn't.

So I had to get it myself on the day of the second meetup.
She even sent me texts asking me about my opinions on the different colours available.
Bitch, what's the point of you asking me if you ain't gonna buy????
I ended up running from the meetup area to popular to purchase the materials.
there's more.
A few days after that, she texted me again telling me to go over to a friend's house to collect the photo stand for the background because I stay nearer to the friend.
I told the bitch there was no need to use the photo stand anymore because the lecturer suggested hanging the backdrop on a line instead.
She blamed me for not telling her before she asked her friend for the photo stand and I'm like
"the lecturer said she will inform you"
And then, instead of telling her friend she didn't need the stand anymore, she made me do it.
I'm just there
"BITCH WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM??? DO YOU NOT HAVE LOGIC? YOU'RE THE ONE WHO ASKED FOR THE BLOODY STAND. NOW THAT WE DON'T HAVE TO USE IT, SHOULDN'T IT BE MORE LOGICAL IF YOU INFORMED YOUR FRIEND INSTEAD OF ME INFORMING?????"

and a very illogical one too.
Now comes the worst part.
A few days after that, she texted me regarding the line used for the backdrop.
Bitch: "is the lecturer buying or do we have to buy?"
Me: "idk."
Bitch: "can you ask?"
Me: "can you ask instead? I'm outside now"
Bitch: "later! I'm outside now too"
I have a strong feeling that till today, she has yet to ask.
Like bitch??? You didn't have to do the backdrop, didn't have to cut out the leaves,
didn't have to print the letters, didn't have to laminate anything, didn't have to draw or cut circles.
ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS MAKE YOUR OWN BLOODY PROPS FOR THE ENTIRE STATION
AND YOU DON'T EVEN WANT TO ASK THE TEACHER YOURSELF?
OR INFORM YOUR FRIEND THAT WE DON'T NEED THE STAND ANYMORE?

fuck you. seriously.
I swear if that fucker takes credit for the photo booth,
I'm going to make sure she regrets doing it.
no. I'm not going to kill/punish her.
that's her god's job. not mine.
I'm going to embarrass her if you take credit for everything and expose what she did.
just wait and see.

I know I sound like a very mean person right now.
But, there's a limit to my kindness.
If she hadn't lied in the first place, become a desperate girlfriend,
and came for the second meetup,
none of these would have happened.
This rant wouldn't have happened either.

always remember the above pic ^
That's all for now!
Till the next post ~
probably in a few months time because school is starting...
p.s SHINee is coming back and I planned to blog about it in this post...
But it's getting kinda long and late...
I guess I'll blog about the album I ordered instead ? C:
(( when it arrives & when I have time orz ))

Let's move on to the next topic of this post now...
before it gets even more awkward...
For this September holiday, other than travelling to Bangkok, doing household chores
and hanging out with my bunny minions,
I did something I never thought I would do tbh.
I volunteered to participate in organising a children's day event/funfair/carnival thing for this childcare centre.
The event is happening this coming Thursday and I'm so excited omg.
Everything is going along well~
EXCEPT
This bitch partner of mine keeps on getting me to do stuff for her instead of doing it herself.
I know, being nice and helpful is good but she is really pushing her luck istg.
I'm totally fine with helping her with her tasks once or twice.
If it's not that difficult, thrice is also fine.
But this fucker here lied to the lecturer in charge of the event saying that she couldn't attend the second meetup session because she had something important and urgent to handle.
When I heard what happened, I actually felt bad for her and told her that it's fine and I would help to finish the props and things for our station.

see how angelic I was???
Now, I REGRET everything.
Fyi, the photo booth we are in charged is a photo booth station.
We had to make the backdrop and props etc.
We had a rough idea of how we're going to make the backdrop props during our first meetup.
So for the second meetup, all we had to do was to actually make the backdrop and props.
This fucker said she had something urgent and important to attend to.
Everyone believed her.
Thus, my other bunny minions all chip in to help me make the backdrop
and props for the photo booth. (even though they had their own station to manage)
It took us from 11am all the way to 4pm to finish everything including packing up.
Guess what?
She didn't have anything important or urgent to handle.
she was with her fucking boyfriend the whole time.
this bitch. and to think that I actually believed her and pitied her.

How did I know?
Because I checked snap chat.
I was browsing through snap chat when I reached home and saw her story.
"Oh, how would you know? maybe she hung up with her boyfriend after she settled the thing?"
oh so you're telling me, you would hang out with your boy/girlfriend
even though a family member is sick and hospitalised?????????
And ladies and gentlemen of the social networking world, reading my blog now,
there's something called a time stamp and it's on snap chat as well.
Her snap with her boyfriend was 6/7 hours ago when I checked at home -5+ pm
My bunny minions and I worked from 11am to 4pm - 5hrs
I reached home at 5+pm - 1hr
Total 6+hrs.
So I can safely say that she was already hanging out with her boyfriend from 11am or earlier.
She sent the lecturer and I a text at 10+ am saying she couldn't attend the second meetup.

If you think this is the end,
think again. because there's more.
She was supposed to get the materials needed but she didn't.

So I had to get it myself on the day of the second meetup.
She even sent me texts asking me about my opinions on the different colours available.
Bitch, what's the point of you asking me if you ain't gonna buy????
I ended up running from the meetup area to popular to purchase the materials.
there's more.
A few days after that, she texted me again telling me to go over to a friend's house to collect the photo stand for the background because I stay nearer to the friend.
I told the bitch there was no need to use the photo stand anymore because the lecturer suggested hanging the backdrop on a line instead.
She blamed me for not telling her before she asked her friend for the photo stand and I'm like
"the lecturer said she will inform you"
And then, instead of telling her friend she didn't need the stand anymore, she made me do it.
I'm just there
"BITCH WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM??? DO YOU NOT HAVE LOGIC? YOU'RE THE ONE WHO ASKED FOR THE BLOODY STAND. NOW THAT WE DON'T HAVE TO USE IT, SHOULDN'T IT BE MORE LOGICAL IF YOU INFORMED YOUR FRIEND INSTEAD OF ME INFORMING?????"

and a very illogical one too.
Now comes the worst part.
A few days after that, she texted me regarding the line used for the backdrop.
Bitch: "is the lecturer buying or do we have to buy?"
Me: "idk."
Bitch: "can you ask?"
Me: "can you ask instead? I'm outside now"
Bitch: "later! I'm outside now too"
I have a strong feeling that till today, she has yet to ask.
Like bitch??? You didn't have to do the backdrop, didn't have to cut out the leaves,
didn't have to print the letters, didn't have to laminate anything, didn't have to draw or cut circles.
ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS MAKE YOUR OWN BLOODY PROPS FOR THE ENTIRE STATION
AND YOU DON'T EVEN WANT TO ASK THE TEACHER YOURSELF?
OR INFORM YOUR FRIEND THAT WE DON'T NEED THE STAND ANYMORE?

fuck you. seriously.
I swear if that fucker takes credit for the photo booth,
I'm going to make sure she regrets doing it.
no. I'm not going to kill/punish her.
that's her god's job. not mine.
I'm going to embarrass her if you take credit for everything and expose what she did.
just wait and see.
I know I sound like a very mean person right now.
But, there's a limit to my kindness.
If she hadn't lied in the first place, become a desperate girlfriend,
and came for the second meetup,
none of these would have happened.
This rant wouldn't have happened either.

always remember the above pic ^
That's all for now!
Till the next post ~
probably in a few months time because school is starting...
p.s SHINee is coming back and I planned to blog about it in this post...
But it's getting kinda long and late...
I guess I'll blog about the album I ordered instead ? C:
(( when it arrives & when I have time orz ))
