Graduation Day | All the wonderful memories

[ Late post because N'levels ..... ]

Its been a long journey of four years spent in school 

Four years of memories to bring with me into the future . 

Its been nice knowing everyone though some people are just a pain in the ass ---> c.l.a.s.s.m.a.t.e.s

Even though I have came across many annoying & bitchy people , there are some who are really nice and I'm glad to have known them :-) 

Dini, Matthias, Huda, Benazir, Eiqah and Jannah . 

I am , from the bottom of my heart , very greatful towards them as they were the ones that never fail to make me laugh every single day especially Dini & Matthias and because of them , I managed to survive the next one and a half years of secondary school with laughter. I have to admit , they made my life colorful. And because of them , I don't wake up everyday dreading to attend school anymore. ( I actually look forward to attending school :/ )

Looking back , I remember the first day of secondary school after orientation camp . Everyone didn't actually know anyone and we all were so awkward with one another . Nonetheless, everyone tried to make friend with everyone. Sec one days were enjoyable to me . No stress , Yes Friends. 

Sec two , thats when all the stress came crashing in ; streaming year . The entire year was hell , there was so much stress and peer pressure. It was a long Sec two journey that I myself managed to go through. It was a short year to me. 

Sec three , this was the year when I met the six of them during the second half of the year, I started hanging out with them. It was awkward at first but I managed to become friends with Huda and then Benazir followed by Eiqah and Jannah whom by now , I am still not really close with . damn it T_T 

I kept my twitter and instagram account unknown to them , afraid that they would judge me since most kpop fans gets judged in Singapore. They didn't know that I had a blog either.  Teachers always say that N'levels is coming soon and that we should work hard . That didn't really bothered me since from my pov, N'levels is still far far away even till the beginning of Sec four . 

Sec four , beginning of this year I turned satanic and nickname myself satan /inserts satan emoji here/ I was sorta the "evil" person who made fun of Dini & Huda . Trust me , they suffered alot with me , especially Dini . This was the year when I started hating classmates alot ; they disgust me and I rant alot about them on twitter saying that they are sluts etc. ( never regretted it at all ) This was also the year where a few fights / quarrel came out between us and sometimes , even till now whenever I lay down on my bed at night, I ask myself if I am the one who was the cause of all these fights, like if I never joined you guys, none of these would have happened . Like as if I was the so called bad luck charm in the group.

This was also the year of my national exams and teachers were nagging at us every single day and reminding us that our national exams were around the corner . That never bothered me even when the school hung up countdown banners to indicate the days left to N'levels . It was until a few days before when I reality hit me , telling me that N'levels was just a few days away. I took out all my notes and revised .  Round 1 of N'Levels came and left quickly , before long , it was graduation day . I have to admit . Tears were shed during that day but I was also mad because of this fucker . Like hello ? My friend just wants to take a pic of her friends not you . All you have to do is to STFU and if you don't know what that means , it means Shut The Fuck Up . Go cry over jessica leaving instead of telling people to fuck off . I'll pray that something "good" happens to you :-) See this is why I hate classmates . urghh anyways .... 

The second round of N'levels came and ended 2 days before. On Wednesday , 15th October , I was as free as a bird ( what am I even saying ..... ) Anyways Sec four year was a stressful yet enjoyable one because of the six of them . Who I will always remember even in the future. Now is just waiting for prom and the collection of our results . I wish you guys all the best in your future :-) 

Here's a really short message to all six of you 'coz I wrote messages to each and everyone of you on my Racial Harmony Day post . 

For the past one and a half years , I am really glad to know you guys ; each and everyone of you . Even though we may have fought and I might have made some of you angry , I apologize for every wrong thing I did to anyone one of you. I wish you all the best in everything you do in the future ;-; remember to stay in contact thru whatsapp or just having a mini meetup session ;; 

Thats all for now . 

xoxo, 

satan

P.S bangkok trip in 43 more days /squeals/