Stress ヽ(ಠ_ಠ)ノ
stress ; a state of mental or emotional strain or tension resulting from adverse or demanding circumstances.
For the past few months, because of the GCE 'O' Levels I underwent a ton of stress due to the coursework, sciences and especially maths. I have always been weak in my maths ever since primary school. I never liked topics with shapes/angles and those are the topics that usually come out during exams ;-;
Now that my coursework has been submitted, I feel sorta relieved because no more staying back late till 5/6pm on a friday just to finish the coursework.
I decided to type this blog post because currently, no one is available to talk with me at all ... I spend almost 3/4 of my time in school for lessons and after school programs. I feel that the worse day of the entire week is Wednesday. Why ? Because extra lessons until 4:50/5pm worse of all is if its extra lesson for chemistry... fml
My boyfriend is pretty busy nowadays and we hardly communicate for the past few days :< To keep myself occupied, i decided to fill the rest of the time I have before I sleep by doing revision / homework.
Prelim 2 is coming in a couple of days and I haven't finished revising what I need to revise for the subjects ... These days , homework is really keeping me occupied. I hardly have time to finish revising for prelim 2.
I'm going to be busy for the next few days this week because :
There's a maths and chemistry mock test tomorrow. ( do you hear me crying ??? ) Following that, the physics mock test is on Wednesday ... And then , I heard that the GCE 'O' Levels Mother Tongue result is going to be released this Thursday - 20/8/15. I can't do much now except pray that I gotten good enough results
The only thing I want right now is for the O Levels to end , for all the stress to go away.
Some of you may be wondering "why are you complaining? you decided to go back for your O Levels"
No I did not choose to go back for my O Levels. After I got my N Level results , I told my mum that I wanted to attend ITE instead because lets be honest here. The gap between N and O levels is really huge and I'm not the one who handles stress really well. But my mum told me to go back for O Levels because why not right? I remember crying a lot after that because there is no way I would be leaving the school without a O level cert.
N levels was stressful enough and I managed to scrape through with 17 points. I thought "I can finally get out of this hell hole" but I was so wrong because the moment I got my results, my mum immediately signed me up for O Levels...
There's no turning back now with less than 60 days to my first O Level paper. I worked hard enough, suffered enough and finally, came this far. There is no way I'm going to give up now. Not when there's less than 60 days to O Levels.
Its D-80 to freedom. 80 more days till I can finally escape that hell hole people call school. Just 80 more days until I can sleep late, wake up late and do whatever ( legal stuffs ) I want.
80 more days ....
I had no idea this blog post would turn out to be like this tbh ... I guess I was really under quite a lot of stress especially with prelim 2 around the corner.... Anyways I decided to give this blog a new look not because something bad happened but because I can c:
To all O Level students ( not counting those I hate ) , I wish all of you the best this Thursday for your Mother Tongue Results !
xoxo,
queen
