Waiting...

I have no idea why I'm blogging about this in the first place but I was scrolling through twitter earlier on in the morning when I saw the news that 2015 N'Levels students were going to receive their results this afternoon. 

It brought back memories of the day I collected my N'Levels results...

17/18th December 2014 : 

I woke up at 10am and told myself that today was the day ... to collect my results. I was nervous af and I couldn't eat anything. It brought back memories of the day I collected my PSLE results... ( no. no more flashbacks ) So after brushing my teeth and making my bed , I proceeded to turn on my laptop and started scrolling through twitter. Almost all the tweets I read were good wishes to N'Levels students. One might think that it calmed me down... but no =_= in fact I got more nervous because of it :))) 

After a few hours of staying at home and feeling nervous , it was almost time to head to school for the collection of my results.. When I was changing to my school uniform , I told myself : "whatever the results , I will gladly accept it" 

It might shock all of you people but I never wanted to go for my O'levels at all. I was already planning to register for the tourism course in ITE. ( Even after I got my results ) I mean , why would I , someone who hates maths more than her enemy want to take O'Levels after finally finishing N'Levels. And if anyone doesn't know , there is a huge gap between N'Levels and O'Levels ... 

Okay so during the long principal speech , the school's principal called up students who id really well up onstage to present their to them. I'm gong to be very honest here ... I kept on wishing that I would be called up on stage to collect my results .... But nope. NOTHING

At about 3pm (?) we started going forward to our form teachers slowly one by one to collect our results slip. If I didn't remember wrongly , I was the 18th student to collect my result.. I saw people crying tears of joy and sadness. And the , it was finally my turn to collect my results. I went forward to my teacher only to see a form placed beside my result slip. That form was for me to choose whether I wanted to go for my O'Levels in 2015. 

I cried tears of joy and sadness when I saw that form and when my teacher told me that I got 17 points for my N'Levels ( which isn't that good for some people but for me , I performed better than expected )  I cried tears of joy obviously because I did better than expected. And tears of sadness because I knew at that point of time , I would have to take my O'Levels in 2015. 

My dad was totally fine with me entering ITE instead of taking my O's.. My mum on the other hand , had other plans in place. After she saw my results , she was really happy for me and suggested I take my O'Levels in 2015 which I strongly refused. Because there was no way I was going to do more maths questions next year. 

However after much persuading ,  I finally gave in and went ahead with taking my O'Levels next year. 

17th December 2015

This morning , I woke up feeling nothing except even more tired... I scrolled through twitter and found out that today was the release of the 2015 N'Levels results. It brought back memories of last year of course. But this year was different because after scrolling through my timeline and reading the good wishes to all the N'Levels students , I closed the app and proceeded on with making my bed and brushing my teeth.

I turned on my laptop afterwards and scrolled through tumblr for a good 15 minutes before my mum started nagging at me to help with the housework. (( which I did ; because I'm a good child )) Wiped the tables , windows , door and hung the clothes up to dry. I am proud to label myself as "housewife material" :-)

YES. I HAVE NO SHAME. #DEALWITHIT .

After cleaning the house , I started to pack my luggage for Korea (( which is only in a few hours time )) Packed my toiletries , clothes , jacket , camera blah blah blah . I decided that for this Korea trip , I would be bringing pinky along.

For those of yall who have no idea who the hell "pinky" is , she's a tiny pin stuffed alpaca which I bought a few months after meeting "kris" a.k.a the idiot ( a.k.a my king )

 

I bought it because 1. ITS PINKKKKK 2. I saw the alpaca kris has and then the idiot was roleplaying kris at that time so why not right ?

// #NONSENSEEXCUSES // #WHATEVER //

Anyways , back to topic ( before I go out of topic again ...heol ) I even sprayed Jonghyun's minime scented(?) perfume ( that I bought 2 years ago from etude house ) on it. 2 years and I haven't even used half the bottle...

By 4pm , I was already done with packing my own luggage and was back infront of the laptop scrolling through twitter... again.  Seems like most of the N'Level candidate have already gotten their results back. They were tweeting about how nervous they were before and how happy they were after getting back their results.

Even though I wasn't the one receiving my results , I was nervous because January 2016 is coming really soon... and before anyone knows , the O'Levels (( me ) candidates would be receiving our results... I don't think I did well tbh. Oh god please let me pass my maths and get into the course and polytechnic I want T^T otherwise this year will be wasted _I_

Whatever the results is , I'll gladly accept it

I'm serious. I wouldn't mind going to ITE in 2016 neither would my mum mind because both my mum and I know that I have put in my 1000% into revising and doing the papers. I'm just saying that it would be better if I can enter polytechnic in 2016 T_T

So now , I'm just waiting... Waiting for my flight to Korea , Waiting for Christmas , Waiting for New Year , Waiting for the release of the 2015 GCE O'Levels results...

As I mentioned in the starting, I have no idea why I'm blogging about this.. I guess when I saw the news that the N'Levels candidates would be receiving their results today , it made me think back to 2014 when I was in their positon ... waiting anxiously for my results. However this year is different. Instead of waiting in the school hall , I was at home packing and waiting for my flight to Korea...

SEE HOW MUCH 1 YEAR DIFFERENCE CAN MAKE ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

You can stop reading at this line or proceed on for more nonsense...

If you decided to read on , please continue ~ /opens the gate to more nonsense/

If you left , BYE BYE~ SEE YOU IN THE NEXT BLOG POST !!!! OR NOT ...

Okay , let's begin round 2 of nonsense .

Yesterday night, I was looking at airplane fares to Netherlands. My sister heard me complaining about the fares and she asked me what I was doing.. I told her that I was looking at airplane fares to Netherlands. She looked at me judgingly and told me "Neverland doesn't exist" I looked back at her judgingly and said "NETHERLANDS NOT NEVERLAND" She continued judging me and told me to sleep so I could dream of flying to "Neverland" (( SEE WHAT DISNEY HAS DONE TO KIDS ???? ))

Frustrated , I googled searched for the flag of Netherlands and showed it to her.. She told me that it was the flag of Thailand....

#IAMFUCKINGDONEWITHTHIS

Anyways , I ignored her after that and went on to airbnb to look at accommodations. Apparently , there is a really beautiful house available near some canal ( I FORGOT ) It looks so Instagram worthy *^* I made a mental note telling myself that I should must stay there instead of a hotel when I visit Netherlands in the future :3 

/Looks at phone/

OMFG its 1:22AM already ... okay got to end this post ... for real now...

Next time I blog again would be about my 9 days trip to Seoul & Jeju ^-^

Curious ? I guess you'll have to continue reading my blog then :>

#YES #IKNOWIMAMEANIEFORDOINGTHIS // #IHOPEYOUCOMEBACKANYWAYS

BYE

p.s no gifs or reaction pictures because I'm lazy and fucking google chrome is using Yahoo as a search engine =_= like wtf ? YOU'RE GOOGLE CHROME YET YOU'RE USIN YAHOO EVEN AFTER I CHANGED THE SETTINGS 989472397923759236798236 TIMES. and like yahoo sucks.. BIG TIME #teamgoogle <---- does #teamgoogle even exist ...? somebody please tell me...