Long awaited June Holidays

Hai Guys!

It's been a long time since I've blogged...

My schedules are getting pretty packed and assignments are piling up.

Makes me wonder...

Why the hell did I choose to study Early Childhood Education. 

But then again, 

despite all the assignments, packed schedules and strict grooming rules, 

I must say, I kinda enjoy it. 

Weird. I know. 

I guess its because every time I get stressed up, I just think about how I'll be "teaching" the cute looking preschoolers in about 1 year and a few months time and then I feel that its worth it. 

 

 

Anyways, 

The long awaited June Holidays is finally here!!! 

Today - 21/6/16 marks the 2nd week of my June Holidays 

Which means I have only 2 more weeks of holidays left... 

A lot of things happened ever since school started in April and I'm still in the process of moving on from certain stuffs. Other than that, all is well c: 

Well first of all, I'm no longer in a relationship. 

I guess it's better this way...

Moving on seemed hard at first but I took bae's advice and threw myself into school and assignments. 

The week after orientation, lectures officially started which meant work and assignments would be coming this also meant that I could throw myself into school and assignments. And hopefully, forget about him. 

It worked. 

The moment after the 1st ever assignment launch, I started thinking about the questions, interviewing my friends etc. I forgot about the break up and focused entirely on completing the assignment on hand while keeping up with SHINee updates. 

I finished the assignment 1 week before the due date and went partying.

jkjk. I had to start working on the other module's assignments.. 

#wheregottimetoparty???

This went on for the next few weeks until one fine day when I was scrolling through twitter during my break time... 

I saw Jonghyun's comeback teaser photos ; u ; 

wait a minute.. is that pink hair I see?!?!?!?!?!?! 

I am taemin when I saw the pink hair. 

Turns out, he was coming back with a full-length studio album and with a total of 9 tracks. 

/cues jonghyun's hallelujah/  

SM released the first m/v teaser followed by a few teaser photos. 

 2nd M/V Teaser.

3rd M/V teaser.

4th M/V teaser:

Teaser photos: 

skippy peanut butter has never looked so good until this faithful day. 

From that day onwards, I have mostly been on my phone during lunch and in between breaks waiting for more teasers. 

More teaser photos: 

I think thats about it for the teasers ; n;

I'm not going to search for more ; u ; too much pain 

SM released the music video of SHE IS on the 24th May 00:00kst 

I couldn't watch it straight away because there was classes early the next morning  but I watched it in school during break c: 

At first, I was confused af 

"what the hell is this mv about?"

"why is this song so weird????" 

" I don't like this song at all =_=" 

But now...

I AM IN LOVE WITH ALL THE SONGS!!! 

ESPECIALLY SHE IS, WHITE T-SHIRT, ORBIT, MOON, AURORA, DRESS UP, COCKTAIL, RED AND SUIT UP. 

Basically all the songs............ 

Each song gives me a different feeling

I didn't even feel this way towards the songs in BASE and Story Op.1 

The songs in this album is just GOLD. 

And like I kept on asking myself if I really needed the album... 

Because, I have no more space on my display shelves and like I'm saving money for Taiwan ; n; 

Guess what? 

I feel into temptation and got myself 1 copy with MY OWN money. 

I talked about how good the album was to my guy friends and they went

" then get more copies to support him lah =_="

I rolled my eyes at them and told them I would love to do that but I'm saving money for taiwan. 

In the end, they all agreed on chipping in money and bought me another 6 copies :> 

But now I'm tempted to get another copy with MY OWN money ;-; 

Should I?... 

I shall go think about it for the next few hours since I'll only be collecting the album I bought this Thursday....

#fangirlproblems

Speaking of Thursday, I'm finally meeting bae.  

The last time we hung out together was BEFORE school started (( for me )) and that was a long time ago considering the fact that it's almost 3 months ever since I joined ITE... 

 I'm really looking forward to this thursday c: 

Anyways, Amber released 2 songs :

- On My Own

- Need to Feel Needed 

It took me awhile to start liking the Korean Version of On My Own but I'm hooked onto it now. 

Both the korean and english version is so good ?!?!??! 

Okay... enough fangirling and spazzing. 

The songs from amber and jonghyun, advice from bae, hanging out with my clique plus school and assignments helped me get over the break up. 

Weird. I know. 

I guess I've come to accept the fact that he is not meant to be in my life and that we are not fated to be together. 

It did hurt at first but slowly I've come to accept the fact that we're not meant to be together. 

And thats okay. It was fun while it lasted. 

I believe everything happens for a reason. 

Enough angst in this blog post lmao. 

I should stop being so angsty (( is this even a word ??? ))  

I've managed to make some new friends during orientation and after lessons officially started. 

We formed a clique together and yeah. I'm pretty happy with life at the moment. 

Bae is in the same school as me, my friends are hardworking, nice and really really caring. 

I would like to thank Wei Ling the unicorn, Aqil, Tara and Zaki for being my friends and tolerating all my nonsense, lame jokes and sarcasm (( and like my anger at times ;-; ))  

The amount of nonsense, lame jokes and sarcasm they went through and tolerated is just...

bless yall tbh. even I can't stand myself sometimes. 

 I was supposed to do a review on Sleep With Me Hotel in Phuket but this post is getting way too long for my liking so I'll probably do it tomorrow or when I'm free c: 

That is all for now ~