#69 | New Chapter
I finally have time to update this space again!
It's been 2 weeks since internship ended
and all I am going to say now is...
"I miss the children so so much!!!"
Never thought I would be saying it tbh.
Anyways, I'll be talking about this
"new chapter"
of my life and my feelings regarding it, in this post.
Continue reading to find out what it's all about.
Where do I even begin?....
Alright, so I've always wanted to experience poly life ever since secondary school. However, I never got the chance to because I didn't do well for both my N and O levels.
Just to clarify, I did well enough in my N levels to take my O levels. I just didn't do well for my O levels. 😅
Since I didn't do well for my O levels, I could only apply for higher nitec courses in ITE. I studied hard for the past 2 years and now, I can proudly say that all my hard work has paid off.
I am graduating from ITE in about a month's time with a GPA of 3.0++! This wasn't something I expected since my previous term results weren't really satisfactory at all.
Moving on, a few months back, I applied to study at Ngee Ann Polytechnic after finishing my ITE studies. I got the application results on 5 April, just 3 days back. No words could express how I felt at that point in time.
I've been applying to get into a polytechnic since secondary 5 through the Direct Poly Admission exercise and then in ITE, I tried to apply again through the Early Admission Exercise. I failed both interviews so I didn't have many high hopes to get into poly ever.
Despite the 2 failure attempts, I decided to try again through JPAE. Applying through this meant that if I got in, it would be based purely on my GPA and nothing else. I honestly did not have high hopes for this admission exercise either since my GPA was pretty bad when I applied.
After applying, all I could do was wait for results day. I honestly wasn't looking forward to it because I didn't have high hopes. On results day, nearer to the release, I tried to login into my account but I couldn't remember my password...
In a rush, I quickly went to reset my password and proceeded to log in.
The moment I saw the results, I actually thought that my eyes were playing a trick on me but no. I legit got into the course of my choice in NP. Reality hit me harder when my phone rang, signaling a new message. I went to look and it was a message, congratulating me for getting into a polytechnic.
Putting the happiness aside, what hit me the hardest was that I'm going to be all alone in this course again since I don't get along well with the other classmates who entered into the same course as me and I'm extra introverted especially after what happened in my clique. So I really have no idea how I am going to survive freshmen orientation and the next 3 years of my life...
If anyone has tips on how to approach someone to be friends or talk, please dm me on twitter or leave a comment below.
Mixed feelings towards the beginning of this new chapter which begins on april 18. Please hurry and tell me how to make friends...
That's all I have for now.
Till the next blog post~
- 토끼 🐰
PSA:
My eyes are closing because I only slept for an hour. So please excuse any spelling or gramatical errors on this post. I'll edit it again after I wake up from my nap.
