#70 | D-7 to the New Chapter
Hello all.
I'm back with another post today since I'm quite free.
Plus my poly term hasn't started yet.
Just some updates before I start today's post:
#1: I collected my medical check-up results today
#2: I have to go back to the clinic to collect another set of result
#3: I'm panicking because it's D-7 to the start of poly!!!!
I'm feeling so many things about the happenings around me lately.
First of all, I finally got back my results from the medical checkup on Monday.
Nothing serious. I'm all healthy and strong.
However, they noticed that my haemoglobin (red blood cells) count was
However, they noticed that my haemoglobin (red blood cells) count was
lesser than the average and called me in as the doctor wanted to consult me.
For those who are unfamiliar with the word "Anemia" or anemia in general, it's basically a condition which develops when one's blood lacks healthy red blood cells/haemoglobin.
Haemoglobin is the main part of red blood cells and helps bind oxygen together.
If one has too few haemoglobin, the cells in their body will not get enough oxygen.
So the doctor asked me several questions regarding my medical history and suggested for me to go for a check to see why my haemoglobin count was lower than average.
Gotta wait till Friday to receive my results and find out the cause behind my low haemoglobin count.
I'll update yall again after that!
Though the doctor informed me that I have anemia, she said that I was perfectly fine to pursue my diploma in Child Psychology and Early Education.
And that means I can officially countdown to the start of poly!
D-7 to the start of my new chapter. I'm really nervous yet excited?
One thing's for sure, I'm going to have a hard time making friends
The past 13 years of my school life,
I'm always the one approaching people first to make friends with them every.single.orientation.
Can it be the other way round now?
I don't mind making the first move but I just want to know what it feels like to have someone talk to you first. It's tiring to always be the one making the first move.
God, if you can hear me and saw what I've been through
the past couple of years during every single orientation,
please send people to talk to me first instead of having me talk to them first.
In Primary 1, I had to go up to someone and talk to them.
In Secondary 1, I had to make the first move.
In Secondary 3, I had to start talking first before anyone talked to me.
In ITE, I had to make the first move again.
I honestly don't want to make the first move againnnn!!!!
And to make things harder, I have Social Anxiety.
Social anxiety is the fear of being judged negatively and evaluated by other people.
It is a pervasive disorder and causes anxiety & fear in most areas of a person's life.
I have no idea how I'm going to be able to step out of my comfort zone again to make friends who will hopefully stay as my friends for the next 3 years of my poly life.
Another reason why I'm nervous is because of academics. I used to maintain my GPA at 3.0 in ITE. Will I be able to do that for poly as well? That's my main concern.
That being said, I'm excited to start this new chapter of my life. I kinda want to skip to the part where I'm used to poly life and I have friends, know the environment well.
Can we fast forward to that day instead?
I'm 100% lame.
sorry, not sorry.
And this pretty much sums up this post of mine. I'll update again when my check-up results come in and also before poly starts.
Till the next post~!
- 토끼 🐰
P.S. It's been a long time since I did a review post huh?
Well, remember to come back every few days
to see whether I've updated!
