#72 | < 24hrs to the new chapter
10 hours left to poly orientation.
I am so not ready.
This post talks about my feelings towards orientation,
what I'm expecting/think will happen during orientation.
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First of all, feelings:
80% of me right now is feeling scared. The other 20% is a mixture of happiness, nervousness, and excitement. Why I'm feeling so scared is because I don't know if anyone will approach me and start talking to me first or if anyone is approachable enough for me to start a conversation with.
The past few days, I've been telling myself that I should be more confident, participate in group activities and be more vocal instead. However, despite thinking all that, I honestly have no idea whether I will be able to act my thoughts out.
WHY AM I LIKE DIS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
I will see how it goes tomorrow and update the blog once I've gathered all my thoughts. All I have in mind at the moment is "Let's just stick to being on social media for the whole orientation tomorrow." Not a good idea but if nothing goes my way then and if I can't step out of my comfort zone, I guess that's the only thing I will do.
Next up, what I think will happen during the 3 days orientation:
I'm guessing ice-breaker games, dancing probably, creating group cheers? standing in a circle and introducing yourself? Also, lots of running around (?) because when I went to collect my enrolment kit, I saw freshmen running around campus for their orientation...
Honestly not looking forward to the running and any other physical activities. I suck at them and I hate sports or anything that has to do with running.
^anyone else feels me?
^me after running
^me after running pt.2
^preach
Furthermore, the 3 days orientation is with the whole school and not the class. So like... I'm supposed to bond with the school before bonding with my class who are going to spend the next 3 years with me.
HOW NICE
I don't know what's the motive of having this orientation with the school instead of with the class but I feel that it's not going to be beneficial to those who have problems making friends...? Like they became friends with someone from another course during the 3 days but after that, they'll both go their separate ways and the poor fellow has to go find and make new friends again...?
Whatever that has been typed above are my just my thoughts and feelings towards the upcoming orientation. Some might agree with me, some might not. But it doesn't matter who agrees and who disagrees. What matters is this are my most real thoughts especially the one where I say it's a waste of time.
That's all I have for this post!
- 토끼 🐰
